The Knowing

I never know. I totally wished I did.
So confused so dramatic.
Ill never know.

Love, hate, discourse occur everyday.
Lying or the truth can reveal things.
Ill never know.

This happened for reason some will say.
The future holds hope, prosper.
Ill never know.

Ill never know truly what is what.
I might learn something, but can I truly say i know it.
I can only hope what is there.
Only Hope.

What Is?

Life....
So dear and of importance.
I wish I could know.
Know everything.
What happened and what was to come.
Only if I could realize about it.

People say that live for the moment.
But what if the moment ends.
The end of everything.
All of greatness or sadness.
Moments may last a period of time or eternity.

I....
Wonder what is always there.
Question about everything.
Determine my fate.
Experience my emotions.
Live my life.

Living...
Brings all to stance.
Love, Happiness, or even Depression.
Emergence or Secret.
Lies or Truths.
Life or Death.

I know that life is so precious to every person.
Life's aspects bring so much to people.
Individuals have the power to do so much.
To hurt. To fufill. To give life.
I only wish for things to change.
Change for better.
But the future does not reveal itself...

The day comes. When realizations occur.

Exclusion and Deception

What happened?
May i ask?
Im confused....
Are you there?
Are you there for me?

I waiting for that person.
Who is truly there...
No lies, no broken hearts.
I feel it.
Im lost.
Whos there?
Is it my savior?

Its truly hard.
Unbelievable events occur.
I feel so down.
I wish it never happened.
Why?
Why me?
Am I the only one?

Are you the one?
One who deceived me?
I cant believe it.
Why?
Why?....

One who I trusted the most.
A being in which I loved.
But did you feel the same?
I have no clue.

Are you a friend?
True friend?
Please....
Im struck with so much.
This blow has hurt me so.

Only others tend to hurt.
Only others truly break.


Deception hurts the innermost essence.
Exclusion breaks the outermost being.

Untitled

Day by Day, my motions challenged.
People dont know about the true feelings.
I'm being consumed, confused, and tired.
I always try, but none seem to notice.
My defeats and my victories seem not to matter.
I wish things would change.

Life is a long journey.
Many paths happen, some may be wrong.
My sadness and my happiness focus on them.
Anger or hate fill the air.
My silence is broken or struck.

Forever, the emotions consume me.
Either fury or joy.
Fate is seal.
Past has happened.
Each Breath, filled with fire or laughter.
But, Life goes on.

I have no idea what to do.
Renew my life, my religion, my friends....
I can only wish for the future to come through.
That lasting figure who can complete you.
The lasting person who..... Loves you.

Please Tell Me Why

I know your watching.
The shadows of a being shroud the air.
Mist of light clouds the judgment.
The locked door stands tall.
You are my key.

The emotions of anticipation fills hope.
But disillusion brings despair.
I can only hope for so long.
For when that time comes, It will end.
The time you return.
Is the time I awe for the most.

I dream of lovers past.
Yet you seem to shine through all.
You give me strength. You give me tears.
I can only imagine the times of happiness and bliss.
But that key event made me think.
Think of what is to come.

I can't even realize what is going to happen in the next meet.
I can only hope for your love and compassion.
Things happen... I guess.
All I am asking is Please Tell Me Why....

Quote Series (1)

"If You Love Something Let It Go If It Comes Back That's How You Know."
-Anonymous

Once its gone its never gone forever.
It may seem there gone, but it's not.
You may give time and time again.
In the end It will come.
It will come.

Love may be so fragile in many ways.
It could be one of lust, passion, desires, or even wealth.
You only truly know it is love when your ready to give up everything.
Surfaces may show many things, but your heart truly knows what it posses.
It will come.

People show their true colors, only if you talk to them.
It may seem they love you, but you must always think what is best.
Many mistakes may occur in this process, but you live on.
Seek a guardian that could guide you to a rightful path.
It will come.

I truly believe that everyone person has unique qualities.
I wish everyone the best of times forever, even though it doesn't happen all the time.
Always look for the future.
Try not to be bogged down about the difficulties in life.
You are special and a lucky individual no matter what occurs.

Someone always loves and cares.

The time shall come....

The Individual

Each step is a key moment of life.
May it be love, passion, or dread.
You are never alone. There is always someone.
A guardian you may think.
The gatekeeper of you soul.
This person is always there.
The Individual

This one being saves you in dire need.
It may be now or forever, but it shall come.
In time wounds heal; as well as memories.
Corrupt thoughts or Joyful melodies.
This person is always there.
The Individual

When life is at its worst or best.
In shrouded darkness or eternal light.
Love, hate, despair, sadness, happiness, or fulfillment.
This person is always there.
The Individual

What Dark Is To Light?

The shadows of the day shroud my vision.
This tunnel that bridges to the end.
The end is near. O so near.

When the time comes.
All is shaken. All is calm.
But one who stands alone.
Is not alone at all.
They stand with purity and fulfillment.

The darkest days always return to the light.
The most brightest days turn into darkness.
Things never end. Things exist forever.
It may seem to be the best, but best cannot be this.

What Dark is to Light?
What is Light to Dark?
Neither may say that they complete each other.
But each still aid each other in need.

Thoughts of Life

I guess that at times, life gets you thinking. Thinking of this or that. Maybe this will happen or it does. But when you think so hard. Things from the past stirs back up. You think of what has happen to you and others. Talking to others help you out a great amount....

I see that many realizations occur in life, when you think about it more. You may think of family, friends, relationships, and always yourself. I hope always that you dont always be bogged down on things of past or present. I recently figured out that you should always think of what is to come. The future can hold so many possibilities. I know this may seem corny, but you determine what will happen next.

When life is at its highs or lows, there are always people to talk to. May it be your best friend or even a neighbor, talking to someone has really good long term affects on you. Dont shelter everything. Just Talk...